User blog comment:Bracken-/Hi everyone./@comment-5482333-20120305233051

Pebble, I'm debating on believing you. All the old people are gone and I really don't have anymore hope. All the admins and rollbacks except one have given up. I've been here since the beginning and I'm not ready to let go of the memories. Sure we were all n00bs before. But, it was when the internet was more secure, not as open as it is. Wikia has changed. It taught me alot, like HTML codes, roleplaying format and a way to improve in drawing. I'm not ready to let this stuff go. The minute we say we're open again, it'll become Hell here. Bird can't run this place alone, which will end up happening if I let this slide. But I won't. Without me, Ice and Hawk, this place is as good as dead. We started this place with Maple, Saro and Mouseh. They all left. Hawk is focused on school and Ice has given up. That leaves me. The last of the old people. And I'm slowly slipping away. The minute I leave, This place won't last. Because someone who knows the rules well needs to stay. Someone who's been here since the beginning. But it won't happen. This site is dead. It's gone. And I'm not helping to restore it. I want it like this. It has taken so much stress off me knowing that it's n00b free. Then when Shruggy showed up again, it went down hill. And yes, I'm blaming him. But I can't help but feel bad. He was one of the first people here too. Iceweasel and Shruggy's retarded bot. I miss those times. I miss the times when the IRC was filled with active people. Not bots. But then again, that won't change. This is like a photo album. Keeps the memories. Then someone goes; "Oh well! We'll just burn this and act like this never happened!" How would you feel? How would you feel if your favorite toy broke then your parents went "Oh well! We can just throw that away and get another one that's probably so different!" How would you feel? Because that's how I feel. And if you guys don't know, I'm having a mental breakdown because I can't keep my old memories. So restoring the wikia will just make me feel worse.